Vague Memories

1035!

2010-02-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

Got to know my new classmates yesterday! Class of 24 people with only 6 guys hahahaha. Had DISC Profiling yesterday as well and it was rather different from the ones we did in Secondary school as there are more activities involved :D. I AM STILL AN S. HAHAHA.

WOOO I like my classmates. But I had a hard time intro-ing myself cause of my super unique cool uncommon special name ^^. & I got problem in remembering names too. HEHE NICE. Today onwards gonna have lectures and all with our classmates already. GC workshop today and gosh so freakin' confusing. But cool.

Today nice I had 3 hrs of nap. Been long since I had a good nap. Shit mannnnn tomorrow my whole day in school would be filled with lectures. No breaks at all! :O :| :(

I am very tired I feel like sleeping. School starts at 0830 tomorrow yoohoo :D.

Coming undone.

2010-02-04T20:44:00.003+08:00

I was late for Geog lecture today cause I mixed up the timetable. I bought my food at the canteen already then I realised I should be at LT1 for H2 Geog. TMDDDDDDDDD so frickin' embarrassing to be late for class! :(

[Digression] Oh yeah I was observing a centipede in LT1 crawling around during Geog.

Went to the library to read my notes, with MW and ZL. What a good nerdy start. (: HAHAHA I FELL ASLEEP DURING CHINESE LECTURE. Can't really imagine having to write Chinese after half a year of not touching it at all. Sighhhhh :/

PE was crap. Some talks followed by 5 stations tryout. Not bad that the teachers actually give us tips on how to do better on some stations. But the Inclined pull-up gonna be horrible cause there won't be people to stand in front of you to support your legs!! Means we have to depend on our heels only. Shitttttttttt.

Tomorrow is gooooooood cause after 10.30am I have no more lectures!! But the school cute siol don't let people off until 12.30pm -.- HAI have to rot for 2hrs in the school.

BYE! \m/

Starteddddddd.

2010-02-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

So this is how they torture us: Let us have some hardcore party then STUDY. Hmph.

Actually, it was quite slack today. Assembly at 8.30am, Principal talk, GP Lecture, slack in canteen, go to library, Physics Lecture, CCA BAZAAR!

More lectures tomorrow.

Gonna be a night to remember.

2010-02-02T21:52:00.004+08:00

I know I gotta blog this down now before the feeling fades away. LAST DAY OF ORIENTATION WAS A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like seriously, I had SO MUCH of fun especially today! And I just realised it's been a really long day :O. Water games today! The balloon station was scary though hahaha. Bought uniform today and the skirt is like damn long -.-

Had lunch then proceed to the hall for Traditional dance! It's kinda easier compared to mass dance. After that went to practice cheering and then went back to the hall for WALTZ!!!!!!!! Like, omg WALTZ. I wanna dance with ZAC EFRON HAHAHAHAHA! :D

Cheering competition after that. Screamed till my throat almost came out LOL. They had Nasi Lemak for dinner! Super nice!!! Probably cause I was too hungry hahah. Changed to mass tee and went to the hall where the real party begins!!!!!

They had a video to recap the whole orientation process and it was pretty good. Followed by Dance competition and prize giving. Though Nova didn't win, but the whole orientation process was awesome :D.

They had the lights switched off, spotlights shone, music blasted! It's like clubbing @ NYJ, with basically EVERYONE dancing and no one really cared if you dance like a retard or whatever, it's all about getting high baby! They had smoke too LOL damn cool! It was so misty and dark and you can't really see who's around you but who cares man hahaha, we even formed circles with random peepz! So cool when people said "CHANGE SONG CHANGE SONG!" "BAD ROMANCE~!" hahahaha! & other songs as well like Tik Tok totally hyped the whole thing up!!! :D :D :D

The only thing bad is that it ended all too early. Stopped at 8pm. If only there were alcohol..... LOL just kiddin! Seriously, paying 33 bucks for orientation is totally worth it! Better than paying 40 bucks for GY PROM LOL. Debriefed and I really really love my OGLs! Michelle, Meiyi and Mustaffa! They are so nice that they actually wrote a card for each and everyone of us! Really touched.

Really proud to be an NYJCian. Love the enthusiasm of the the J1s, OGLs and SCs. Didn't know NYJC is so into dance & music, esp Korean songs LOL. Before I go..................

NOVA NOVA PUA BUEY DOH AH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehe love the cheers :D

I still feel like moooooving now~!

Passion of Fire.

2010-02-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

Today is a cool cool day! (:

Day in NYJC started off with Stage Games in the hall followed by Telematch at the field. HAHA the games were quite entertaining especially the one with the smacking! I love cheering it's so fun hahahaha!!! :D

Had Nasi Briyani for lunch at the canteen, then proceeded to the hall for Mass Dance! My gosh, my mass dance is like, EPIC FAIL HAHAHHAHAHA. But well, it was pretty fun! :D Today ended at 4pm, quite early. Went home and omgggg the J1 timetable is out already on the NYJ website. Ahhhh god, after tomorrow, lessons start officially. Don't know if this is a good/bad thing... :/

I still have no idea what CCA I should join ):

YEAH BABY THERE'S DINNER + DISCO TMR NIGHT FOR ORIENTATION. GONNA ROCK! :D

Moving.

2010-01-31T20:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO I'M BACK TO UPDATE!

J1 Orientation at NYJ last Thursday and Friday was fucking awesome!!!! Day 1 was kinda boring at the beginning as the whole morning was all about Subject Combi talks. After that had some ice breaking games. Day 2 was cooooool as we went to Sentosa! Had station games there and we had to walk super long distances. The scorching sun burnt my skin and I'm damn chaotah now ): I love the OGLs they are so nice and funny. I like the way they dance Nobody and SorrySorry HAHAHAHA!!

They didn't provide bus back to NYJ from Sentosa so it's like we have to go back ourselves. Went to meet KF, Wq, Jz and Gay and they all said I was BLACK :O. Gay left first and then we all went for dinner. After that went to buy drinks at supermarket and KF was damn funny man omg Wq and I laughed our asses off! HAHA! Was dragged to take bus with them and had a 1 hr ride to Bishan. Trained home after that.

School tomorrow! I think it'll be fun! XD
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I know I am a horrible child and I'd rather you tell me right in the face that I'm hopeless instead of making me feel vulnerable and inferior all over again. Why is my life so fucked up, Why?

Remember every look upon your face,

2010-01-26T00:41:00.004+08:00

"just because i fucked up doesn't mean that i'm a fuck up. it means i'm human. it means i'm learning. it means i don't know everything. i'm working on that, okay?"

-via anditslove@tumblr

Ah I'm so into Tumblr now, so many good quotes hehe. Anyway, 2 more days left before the muggin' life starts again! Dreading it? Not really. But neither am I anticipating it. Just wanna enjoy life at the moment then shall just go with the flow? (:

So we had KBox @ Marina Square today. Met up with some APS's friends. That KBox outlet kinda sucked........ After that went to eat the 5 bucks Wanton mee with S Wq RC. I think the mee made of gold lor so exxxxx zzzzzzz HAHAHAHAHA. S left first, we went around looking for Carrefour then arcade for a while. Then I was dragged to the Esplanade when I wanted to go home........... HAHA in the end reached home at 11pm.

My legs are freakin' tired after so much walking. Mom's not coming home tonight cause she's staying over at Gran's place. I guess I can stay up as late as I want now hehehehe! \m/

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http://borntobeyourtaoeh.blogspot.com

This is the most hilarious blog I've ever seen, entertaining ttm! Not for people who can't take jokes though. So sad that the author stopped updating aleady.

I LOVE TAO EH HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Finally!

2010-01-15T15:27:00.003+08:00

I'm finally done with JAE! Feeling relieved now.

1. NYJC (SCI)
2. NYJC (ARTS)
3. CJC (SCI)
4. MJC (SCI)
5. TPJC (SCI)
6. SRJC (SCI)
7. CJC (ARTS)
8. International Business (NP)
9. Banking & Financial Services (NP)
10. Tourism & Resort Management (NP)
11. Mass Communication (NP)
12. Child Psychology & Early Education (NP)

Hope I can really get into NYJC smoothly. Okay I think I better go to school now, Alumni Meeting later! &&& Ms Wong treating us Swensens ice cream!!! :D

Bye!

Time for decisions.

2010-01-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

O Level results yesterday. Couldn't be more glad for my English result cause it was totally unexpected, but I thought I could have gotten better grades for some other subjects as well. For that moment when I finished calculating my L1R5, I thought I have done pretty well already, but in comparison with friends from other schools, my score is considered average. Only. Kind of regretted not taking HCL... :|

Furthermore this raw score of 11 (net 10) is quite unsafe. Either I get into a good JC if I'm lucky or just an average one. Went to NYJC and CHC's Open Houses today with KY and personally I prefer NYJC to CHC. Three more Open Houses to visit tomorrow!

Seriously I have no idea what to put for my 12 choices for JAE. What more the last day of registration is Friday.

:S

Tomorrow,

2010-01-10T18:44:00.004+08:00

The day after a sleepless night.
The day you never thought would have come so soon.
The day you slog to school with all the different possibilities pictured in your mind.
The day when saying you're nervous is an understatement.
The day your head spins and you don't know what to think.
The day you get what you deserved after all these years of studying.
The day that matters the most at this very moment.
The day your heart palpitates so hard it's gonna stop the moment you're handed the

O LEVEL RESULTS SLIP.

I hope tomorrow never comes.

Overrated.

2010-01-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

Out with this girl today! Had so much fun! :D

& She asked why didn't I update my blog so here I am.

O LEVELS RESULTS RELEASING ON THE 11th JANUARY. NO, not mentally prepared yet. 5 days left to enjoy. Can somebody tell me the speed of time?! Cause it's passing way too fast and I don't want my holidays to end so soon. D:

I'll have a proper update next time.

Merry Christmas.

2009-12-25T17:35:00.003+08:00

A not so merry Christmas.

Why is it that today I feel so much worse than any other ordinary day? Expected laughter but all I get is silence.

Faded Picture of a Beautiful Night,

2009-12-04T19:01:00.005+08:00

Hey I'm back to update!

WATCHED NEW MOON YESTERDAY (like finally) AND IT'S SO :O :D :] :) !!!!! Taylor is too hot and Edward is so sweet! (L) Imma watch it again real soon. OH YEAH, watch out for New Moon's behind the scenes tomorrow Channel 80!

&&&&&&& HSM maraton tomorrow as well starting from 3.3opm on Disney Channel MUST WATCHHHHH! :D

Postponed Swimming to next week cause Mx could not make it. & it rained today! So luckily we didn't go, else it'd be a wasted trip!

Before I end my post, let me show something cool......

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No best of both worlds.

2009-11-21T23:35:00.007+08:00

SO PROMS OVER.

Then the next thing to look forward to seems so far away. Okay I think I kind of regretted not going China with Mom and the rest cause every time I called her, they seemed to have lots of fun and I'M ENVIOUS. Argh I really felt like going there NOW and go shopping with them! :( Solitude makes me feel so empty I need some noise :|

So I had tuition today. If only I was overseas, then I can ponteng.. Gonna wallow in self-pity again, have to go tuition while others are partying. Cheers to screwed up life.

But Imma go shopping with cousins & family after my tuition tomorrow. That's a good thing (:

I HOPE FRIDAY COMES SOOOOOOOOOON D:

Anticipation.

2009-11-09T10:40:00.002+08:00

Hello I'm back to update! :D

O Levels are coming to an end. These two weeks have been really exhausting, especially last week with Humanities and Sciences both on the same day for 2 days.. Left with 2 MCQ papers now! Last weekend I've been really motivated to get full marks for my MCQs, but as time goes by, I feel like I'm getting lazier. Absolutely no strength to keep myself focused anymore howhowhow!!! :{

My family would be going for a vacation and I would be left at my cousins' place next week. I hope I have the chance to blog. If not, I'll just update my twitter.

Shall do some Physics now (:

Break every rule,

2009-09-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

Being sick is the best refuge from books but I need to study! Lethargy paralyses me, both mentally and physically. ):

I've a feeling I'd spent the rest of the week recuperating. That's ultimate waste of time, but I can't help it.

I seriously hate to blog using my phone cause there's limited space for my to type. Good thing my comp would recover soon! ^^v

Better than where we are now.

2009-09-04T17:48:00.004+08:00

Doing Geog papers have always been mentally exhausting but it's nothing when you write 9 pages cause the sense of satisfaction is overwhelming. :D

While I was doing my Math paper, one of my foolscap flew to the floor. I raised my hand and the teacher took forever to come. When she finally arrived, the paper had flown back to me -.-

DIAOZXSZXS......

Tough act to follow,

2009-09-02T17:47:00.004+08:00

You know sometimes I really hate myself for saying one thing and doing the other. I should be studying geog for goodness sake.

Today's Math paper was quite alright. I had actually hoped it was tougher, k whatever.

Was praying so hard that the chapter on globalisation would come out for SS but it didn't. Luckily I could still remeber facts for the topic on sri Lanka. Don't have to go to school tomorrow! Hehe..

Nostalgia.

2009-08-31T18:22:00.002+08:00

Everytime this day in the year makes me feel nostalgic. I don't know why. Stepping in into my primary school kinda triggered those memories again, but vaguely. Very vague. The facade seems so familiar yet has changed so much.

I wish I was back in those days. But so do I hope that the future doesn't come too soon. Let us all be stuck in the present, shall we? :)

Happy Teachers' Day!

Here I Am.

2009-08-30T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hi I've decided to switch my blog back to blogger.

Just some updates:
-Release of Chinese O Level results
(which coincidentally clashes with my birthday)
-English O Level oral
-Prelims

Getting A1 for Chinese was the most unbelievable thing that almost drove me to the brink of insanity.

Gosh?

2009-05-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

Damn I can sign in to Blogger now when I have already made up my mind to change my blog to Wordpress. (dots) Never mind.

RELINK-
http://surrealmoments.wordpress.com

Cheated.

2009-05-04T18:46:00.001+08:00

Pity me please. I just bought a French Curve at Popular for 7 bucks. When I came home I realised my old, spoiled one only cost 2 bucks.

I FEEL SO CHEATED!!! OMG???

Rush.

2009-05-03T19:43:00.003+08:00

I said I would study this weekend.

I don't always do what I say.

I suck ):

P/S: OMGOMG I JUST RECALLED THAT METROPARK HOTEL (HONGKONG) WAS THE HOTEL WE STAYED LAST YEAR DURING THE IMMERSION PROGRAMME!!! So sad!

Ugliness of Beauty.

2009-04-30T18:50:00.003+08:00

Both Chinese Papers were a breeze :D

Almost everyone wrote Qns 2 and 5 for paper 1. Am quite pleased with my BZBD, 3.5 pages and I finished early! Had like 15 min to check. Sometimes I am amazed what students can do when they face pressure. We could finish it so fast ONLY during examination, haha! I wrote pretty much, and bombed whatever idioms I could think of. Hope the results would turn out well.

Paper 2 was kinda easy, somewhat copied everything from the passage. Thank god, I was still worrying over the loss of marks at Paper 3.. Haha.

SO, time for more study this long weekend. Good luck everyone! By the way I finished one of the books I borrowed from the Library, couldn't afford more time on the next book, so I guess I'll leave that one till after exams are over.

First day of exams.

2009-04-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

The three papers today have undermined my confidence tremendously.

English Paper 1 was fine. Contemplated between the 1st and 3rd question. In the end I chose writing narrative. Situational writing kind of sucked. Paper 2 was a killer. I died at the first passage and summary -.- The possibility of failing is high omg ):

Chinese Paper 3 (ting li) was disastrous! Compared answers and omg like all wrong?! Still, must keep faith and do well tmr!

Bye!

FATIGUE D:

2009-04-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

Study.

Eat.

Sleep.

Read.

Need to strike a balance.

All that should be in my mind.

2009-04-24T18:06:00.002+08:00

Let me show you a little something:

The part where I emo-ed over Rudy's death ):

Borrowed 2 books in Bishan Library today :)

Breathe.

2009-04-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

Best thing today is missing 2 periods of Chinese due to Heath Check! I don't have to change specs but heck I'm still gonna get a new one! :D We went back to the class just to say BYEBYE LAOSHI LOL cause when we sat down the bell rang :D

I say my Trigo is a goner so nvm who care's about tmr's test, it's a 100% fail assurance you don't need me to elaborate yea.

MYE STARTS ON NEXT WED. Everybody has started studying but that doesn't mean I have to start right, cause the learning style for everyone differs. One day before exam then start studying is my own style, don't have to follow other people! Hahahaha!

But still, the exam timetable is a piece of shit. The school is really good at picking dates, so many public holidays in between luh! ._.

And one important thing: I am hungry ):

:O

2009-04-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

My MSN name goes like this: ebel- I miss Rudy Steiner. And then...

LOL what coincidence! Hahahaha so shocking but really, ): I miss Rudy, hell lotz.........

Jiayi told me there's Chinese version of that book, but I don't think it would be as nicely crafted than it is in English :/ And and, I know there's gonna be a movie on it! Must catch man but I guess it's coming only in 2010 ):

Today was hell good. I passed English Compre by 1 mark! Yes!!! Chemistry was manageable. Chinese was crap, ting xie! -.- Mrs Foo not here for Math! 2 periods! Meixuan, Wanqin and I were the 3 noisy ones who kinda somehow disturbed the rest of the very hardworking class! (all doing SS hw LOL) Mdm Yong is crap manz cannot stand it ._.

Lunch with Huimin, Joce, Wanqin and Oh Xinyi. CAN YOU BELIEVE JOCE SAID SHE'S AN INTROVET? OH PLEASE XD. Had McDonald's and walked around.

Home at around 4pm, electricity was back by then! :D

The Book Thief Review.

2009-04-19T19:40:00.010+08:00

I teared till I slept last night after reading The Book Thief. It is one of those books I would strongly recommend because it's simply amazing.

What makes the book so special is that Death is the narrator. Beyond the theme about War and killings, it is not all about the brutality.

Death tells the story about a girl, Liesel Meminger, who learns to read with the help of her foster father in the basement of her house in Germany. Liesel was soon infatuated with books and as a result, an obsession with thievery. Books were her only possessions during the period of World War II and something she could not live without.

From illiterate to writing a book, Liesel both loved and hated words. Without words, there would not be war and death; yet without words, perhaps Liesel would not have lived. The story goes about showing how powerful words could be, and that death is just right beside us.

It is possible to guess that eventually everyone will die, even Death tells you a few pages beforehand to prepare you, but when the death of the characters really strikes, I could not help but let my emotions get the best of me. It's just too overwhelming, really.

Death is not malicious, not malevolent. Ironically, Death is exhausted by his vocation. He is tired of taking away people's lives, people's souls, especially during the aftermath of war times. It is the story of Liesel's that struck Death with a million of realizations, and one of them is that Humans are actually worth living.

Some of the quotes I actually loved:
"Even death has a heart."
"She was the book thief without the words."
"Trust me, though, the words were on their way, and when they arrived, Liesel would hold them in her hands like the clouds, and she would wring them out like rain."
"A last word from your narrator: I am haunted by humans."

It takes time to understand the characters and when you do, you'd wish that you could read on forever. Those characters have became a part of me and I need time to get over with it.

I think I should stop reading for awhile because fiction is messing up my life a little. Maybe I should learn to read my textbooks in the meantime to prepare for the exams before I start on another book.

Xoxo.

Disgust.

2009-04-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

Commendation Day.

It was near 3 hours of utter boredom in the hall. I wanted to finish my book initially but I didn't expect that we aren't supposed to do anything except staring at the stage throughout the whole ceremony. It was such a waste, I could have finished it yesterday if I didn't intentionally leave 100 pages to read today for pastime purposes. Crap.

And school was such an Arscholoch. I do not know why the school had the intention of drawing a distinct, clear line between the Prize Winners and the audiences. From the difference in the food that we eat, I guess you can get my drift. I find it horrible that the DM actually shot us with the "you don't deserve to be here" look.

“我们很像乞丐，在等饭吃这样” by Linda & I heard another random sentence that goes like this, "Walao they eat good food we eat like dog food like that!"

Well I shouldn't be so agitated but I guess it was part of my introspections after reading that book. -.- Omg it's messing up my life damn it, did I mention I dreamt about the story since I read that book?! Damn it.

Took a lot of photos after that, Mr Ow!!!! Hahahahaha Linda was so crazy xD And I was quite surprised that Ms Kim agreed to take photos with us, Haha! Stayed till 9pm due to some voluntary work, hahaha!

P/S: Arscholoch is Asshole in German.

Laugh as loud as you want.

2009-04-16T18:35:00.003+08:00

I still have a lot of funny (Jiayi) photos but these are all for now :D

Memories.

2009-04-13T20:43:00.005+08:00

I just got the photos taken from the East Coast trip from Wanqin. I felt so stupid laughing at the screen, some photos can really make me laugh like... mad. Especially Wai Jiayi, whether candid or not, it's always funny!!!!

Now you know what I mean.

More photos to come, now back to TV and book.

Like a child learning to walk.

2009-04-11T22:45:00.004+08:00

East Coast trip yesterday was cool. Wanqin, Joce, Meixuan, Puiyu, Linda, Jiayi, Xinyi, Huimin and I met at 10am at AMK Hub. Some haven't gotten their breakfast so we went to McDonald's after realising that Sumo House was closed.

Took a lot of photos during our journey there and I have yet to get the photos from the rest. These are from Meixuan's phone.

At East Coast:

I think this is how I got my sunburn -_-

Then we were all crazy and tried to take jumping shots. Failed.

Jiayi almost got it but LOL don't you think she looked like she's turned into an immortal?? LOL!!

Tried rollerblading, it was quite horrible for a start but I would definitely try it again. Falling down was the best part. No being a sadist but it feels good to fall on the knees cause the feet hurts!!

The rain kinda screwed things up, hence Meixuan, Wanqin, Puiyu and I decided to head home while the rest went to Bugis. Went home and nap till 8pm.

Sunburn hurts.

Tuition today, nothing else.

Not want.

2009-04-11T00:47:00.003+08:00

I need a book I need a book I need a book I need a book I need a book.

I need to go Harris, or MPH, or any bookstore. But time doesn't permit.

P/S: Today @ East Coast was awesome lets go there again :D

Beyond control.

2009-04-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

Hello it's been a couple of days since I updated :D

This week was good, mainly because Tuesday was E-learning Day and tomorrow's a Public Holiday ^^ These made school days a little better cause there's anticipation! So omg no Chemistry SPA today, damn good!!!

Out to East Coast tomorrow, happy :D
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It just struck me that when certain people get a role that is slightly higher than the rest, they tend to flatter and overestimate themselves when ultimately it contributes nothing to their actual goal in life. Say responsible, but perhaps it's just an egoistic, superficial kind of thinking, by deriving happiness through their empty words and then expect something to be done.

Never be too full of yourself or there would be no room left to remorse.

I may be nothing to comment my own views on such, though it's not my problem, but I guess bystanders have a clearer view of things. (Inspired by Joce's post)

OMGWTFFFF D:

2009-04-06T18:50:00.003+08:00

WTFFF I STEPPED ON A LIZARD UNDER

A MAT!!!

AT FIRST I THOUGHT I FELT SOMETHING MOVING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MAT, THEN I THOUGHT MAYBE IT'S A COCKROACH, SO I JUST SLAMMED SOMETHING HEAVY ON IT, THOUGHT IT WOULD BE DEAD.

THEN AFTER 5 MIN I WHEN BACK TO LOOK @ IT AND....... I SAW A FLAT-BODIED LIZARD WITH ITS HEAD STRETCHED OUT FROM THE MAT!!!

OMFG WHAT IS THIS??!!?!?! NOW IT'S GONE & THAT'S WORSE CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHEN IT'LL HAUNT ME AGAIN DDDDDDDDDD:

PS: Proper post later after I get this trauma over.

Precious last.

2009-04-03T21:39:00.004+08:00

It's Sports Day today! A very gay day :D School ends at 10.45pm today!

During the 3 hours break we went to AMK's Sumo House for lunch and it was so great until.... Peace eluded ):

Wai Jiayi's pronunciation got a huge problem, super hilarious! And Wanqin said orangutan as "orambutan"!! How funny was that, she was so confident of her orambutan that she repeated twice when we all laughed :D (I say she ate too much rumbutan)

@ the Bishan MRT, all of us giving the Meixuan's-smile-look :D (Mine's the best hehe)

Sports Day was alright. Jiayi betrayed Respect and came to Integrity! Hahaha she's damn funny and pervertic and crude and sucha big bully! :P

When the event was about to end, DM told us to clear the rubbish before we go, and Jiayi told the boy infront "Eh boy boy boy! Clean the rubbish!! Boy!" as if she's the teacher or what, ROFL. The thing is the boy looked kinda scared and did as he was told! Hahaha!!!

(L)

After the event a group of us went for dinner, Wanqin, Kaifeng, Gay, Calvin, Janice and Nigel. We walked all the way from YCK interchange to AMK! :O

Pondering what to eat and Wanqin had a feeling that we'll be eating Sumo House again cuz it's cheap & in the end they suggested "Sumo House?" LOL Wanqin got a bad mouth!! Then we decided maybe not, but then later we realised Joce they all were there too, so it's like FATED to be there again..... LOL kinda eerie though!

Went to Hub and the rest were good to wait for me to get onto the bus before they go walkwalk :D Reached home at 8pm.

:D BYE!

14.26! :D

2009-04-02T19:37:00.004+08:00

2.4 km run today! I can tell you the sense of satisfactory is... WOW you can't string it into words :D

I think I have better stamina compared to last year because I improved by a minute plus and I didn't ache, even till now, surprisingly & ironically :O

Last year I almost fainted and today I am still able to walk talk laugh smile eat jump yay!

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& it's not only me :| But after all I'm still happy k :D

New colour.

2009-04-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

Wanna get over with 2.4km run tomorrow & my keyboard is nuts again omgggg.

What goes around comes around?

2009-03-29T18:17:00.002+08:00

Not ready for another week of ultimate boredom.

Finally the pain on my thigh and calf recedes, and then it's gonna come back after 2.4km run on Thursday definitely D:

Don't know what else to say now, bye.

Dusk.

2009-03-27T19:43:00.001+08:00

Busy Busy Busy.

2009-03-24T16:31:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow:
E Math Vectors Test (I think I'm dead)
Chemistry SPA Trial
NAPHA TEST 5 STATIONS (!!)

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

Against the will.

2009-03-22T20:48:00.001+08:00

What I hate about holidays is that it ends too fast.

Shit.

Happy Happy Happy!

2009-03-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

Just felt very happy today even though there were a lot of thunder and lightning and rain... :D

I was very happy when I saw colourful pens and correction tapes at cheap prices --> 1 bucks!!! The correction tape comes with refill hehe woo cheap buys for someone like yours truly who spam tapes all over my paper :D:D:D (My Mum almost fainted due to my over excitement over colours today -_- LOL)

My uncle changed his car to Sports Car wooooo and I gotta sit it just now it was :O:O:O Inside is RED and he's really driving fast, so coolz it was really cosy too!!

I'm talking like a noob LOL super gay (no pun intended) today don't know why :D

Geez, Bye ^^v

World of words.

2009-03-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

Oh my, books are such goodies. I didn't know a pastime would turn out to be a hobby. Finished My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult, now reading The Time Traveler's Wife, nice. (:

Stay Strong.

2009-03-14T01:59:00.003+08:00

I slept at 6pm after heading home from the Parent Meeting Session, right till 11.30pm. So damn shocked to see the time it's like "Why nobody woke me uppppp?" cause I wanted to do homework know, haiz kinda wasted 5.5hrs :O

Got back the report book today. This onslaught of unpleasant results serves as a wake up call for me, really. Perhaps you might be thinking, "Hey your results are not bad, what more are you asking for?", but seriously, expectations for everyone differs.

I have realised that it's not that I have high expectations, neither does my parents, but it is my expectations on HOW they expect of me that is far too stressful for me to cope.

There is a discrepancy with the comments that both form teachers gave about my results. Ms Wong's comments were more encouraging while Ms Ho shot me with doubtful looks as if I would not be able to make it for English.

I've finished reading the book Meixuan lent me. The story is about how a disabled is able to make it through her life with only a tinge of happiness in the myriad of misfortunes. Very inspiring, indeed.

Caution: This is not another emotional post of mine so don't look at me in the skeptical way :D

2009-03-12T18:39:00.004+08:00

After typing a few sentences I deleted everything because I don't feel like blogging suddenly.

P/S: NEED TO DO CME PROJECT!!!
P/S/S: Parent Meeting tomorrow! + take "glorious" report book ):
P/S/S/S: Stupid, got interview tomorrow, thanks to Mr Ow, everything also find me. ZZZ.

Blend.

2009-03-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

I would say Physics SPA was good! The anxiety was redundant after all :D

Went to the library after school as there was this new books selection thingy. Quite a variety, and I realised the school finally had some taste in books, haha! I was reading this book on how to score for exams, recommended or rather suggested by Mdm Cheng. All the things listed are too commonsensical and cliched. Bleah!

Fated?

2009-03-09T17:44:00.005+08:00

JINXED YEAR. Don't know why recently so suey, first was scolding from DK, today had another lecture from DM. Hope everything goes on smoothly tomorrow.

HOLY I only get 70% for my Mock Paper 1 test wth. Shit it my Chinese cells are not functioning, plus O Levels Chinese is approaching... SAVE ME!!! BUT I think I did pretty well for English summary! :D

有得必有失
所以我看开了。。。。

PHYSICS SPA TOMORROW. Read through those practicals that we've done and that's all I can do :) GOOD LUCK!

P/S: I so want to change phone, my current one is nuts!

Into deep thinking.

2009-03-06T22:14:00.004+08:00

School today was good good good! Chinese forever is an exception, needless to say.

No assembly this morning :D Went to the class and then we did research for CME project in the comp lab after that. Crap a lot with Wanqin, he also don't care, haha!

Wahaha third time in life Ms Kim was absent! Slack time, the worksheet was kinda crap, LOL. Then English nothing much except going through the tenses test. Wahaha Mrs Foo was not here too, no test!!! :D So miraculous, 2 teachers were absent in a day, cooooool, haha!

Didn't eat during recess, the queues were too long. Chinese Paper 1 Mock test today, super duper tough. Omg I got A2 for Chinese, felt rather dejected ):

Went home to sleeeeeeeeeep! :D First time since school has begun that I'm actually taking a nap! You know what, Ms Wong called me while I was sleeping (!!) ~.~ Carried on my nap after that, damn shiok! :D:D

Tmr my ah ma's birthday :D (NOT JOCE, my real ah ma hahahaha)

Can't seem to face the truth,

2009-03-05T19:01:00.006+08:00

I need to recall what happened today, give me a minute........

Oh okay something funny in the morning. Went to the general office to take the keys with Meixuan and then when she saw the DM, in a flash her pin is up on her hair! Then after that we came out from the office, the DM is walking towards our direction, so we swiftly turn and walk the other way! HAHA.

She show me her EZ Link card, HAHAHAHA SO CUTE. (LOL swollen face!! XD)

I think Jocelyn is a corrupted councillor*!!! She was telling me to buy sweet drinks before school starts so we can drink it after PE. Luckily I didn't heed her suggestion cause you know what.. the teachers were told to check our bags for sweet drinks.... -_- I think the prefects anyhow one lor XD like Joce like that = FAILURE (sigh)

4 rounds for PE, exhausting but perspiring is good. Perspire a lot today man! Table Tennis with 4 other professional-players-wannabes, namely Joce, Cheekuan, Meixuan and Wanqin, haha. The laughing and picking up ball is more hectic actually! Super funny manz Joce's facial expression and her stupid act pro look! Hahahaha!

Finished Chem practical on time!!! So miraculous. Spent the whole recess in the canteen 'cuz some spoilsport doesn't allow us to stay in the class, ya you know what....

A Math, went through tests and did TYS on rate of change. Test tomorrow, I think it's okay, cause I'm getting the drift of it already, since tuition :)

Geography, almost knocked out but sit in front cannot sleep. No sweets to keep me awake as well so I just doodled some crap on Wanqin's post-it. (Erhem not so much of gayness today LOL!)

Ate with Amanda, Joslyn, Wanqin, Sinyi and Kelly at the coffeeshop. Walked to interchange with Kelly while the others went for their heats. Did some A Math at home, hehe!

Oh yes finally tomorrow is Friday!!!

Wordy.

2009-03-04T20:32:00.005+08:00

1. Got back E Math CA marks, more than satisfied. (A Math is like.. (N) ) Went through Vectors, very cheem.

2. Physics Practical. Mr Yong super funny, laughed till heads drop.

3. First time no need to queue for food, FIRST ONE MAN!!! :D (once in a lifetime :O)

4. SS very fun!!! Like omg first time? If every lesson is like this I will love Mdm Yong already (H)

5. PCCG, watched videos and some lame jokes. We were briefed about the decor thingy. Ms Ho rearranged seats. Omg sit with CK -.-

6. No Chem SPA trial today hehe :D

I think DK gonna complain to DM about us staying in class during recess. Why are they depriving us of this when it's OUR CLASSROOM. Absurd rules. If they are so worried about things being stolen then stuck to the homeroom system, isn't it cooler?

In a way or so, I am glad that this is my last year in this school.

:O

2009-03-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Really must salute Breadtalk. First there was this bread called Ahbian, now Ahbian is gone and here comes an Obunma bread, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

In search.

2009-03-02T19:41:00.007+08:00

I reckon this is gonna be a very long post. So many things to update.

Reading period was quite interesting, not as dull as before because we got to decipher codes rather than doing the same old theoretical things, you know :)

Hi I'm pleased to tell you that my coded name is HEHO ODP! (hahaha damn silly right! But better than Xiner's one like vulgarity like that LOL!)

Omg I think it is my very first time passing my English compre! :D Borderline is fine at least I passed woo!

Went to the lab for chem and I really did know know what she was teaching, was crapping with Wanqin, haha. Tell you what, the experiment was simple but horribly stinked. The Cu smell was unbearable, fart-like/rotten duck eggs smell (omg)! The black one only got fertiliser smell, better lor!!!

Recess, makan then went for A Math. Went through differentiation and stuff. Derrick Soo imitated Mr Ow's half squat position while writing on the board, damn funny!

Physics, I was so tired that I drop dead on my table with my eyes opened! (mastering) Really, my eyes were opened but I was only half conscious. Then I was called to the whiteboard to draw out the thingy, I became wide awake only after like 3 secs -.-

Supposedly able to go back at 1.25pm like that one know, cause the time table changed, but Ms Wong said we should follow the old one first since the other teachers prolly don't know about this :/ So wasted, like that means tomorrow gonna have chem during free period, tsk!

I screwed my sciences up this term lah, Physics sucks, Chem sucks... Omg.... I think math is the only subject I can count on already..

Went for Tomyam lunch with TXY, Huimin and Joce. Suan Joce till (she) siao, LOL. NTUC and bought Jolly Sandy (very nice!). Went back school lib and completed my A Math homework :D After that went Popular with TXY, went home and did Physics.

Haven't study for E Math Common Test!!!!!!

(Very long post indeed!)

A tour back to the past.

2009-03-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

Went to the market near APS @ Ang Mo Kio (my hometownnn :D) for lunch with Mum.

You wouldn't believe the food there were so tempting (cause I haven't been there for years) that I had Wanton Mee and Duck rice simultaneously wahahahahaha damn nice! (L) Oh plus dessert!

Neither would you believe I was so hungry despite eating so much just now that I went all around my house looking for foooood D: Had chocolate and cake. Omg have been eating so much lately, die.

(The thunder was very loud :O)

Time for dinner I have to pack food but HMMMM I don't know if it's raining I'm lazy to open the umbrella. I'm still hungry alamak.

Utter disappointment.

2009-02-27T18:43:00.002+08:00

Perhaps vulnerability increases as you step up the notch, or else why would the pain be so irremediable when all of a sudden we come crashing down?

Mr YKH had a talk with Wanqin and I right after school. The result I have gotten for my Chinese compo was somewhat moderate but the words that came out from him was totally disheartening.

Maybe he is right, I shouldn't be just marching on the same spot when everyone is progressing at a pretty fast pace. Maybe I have been complacent all the while.

Now I do not know what to expect anymore, I do not dare to even aim for an A1 for Chinese now. A1 seems very far for me to achieve, after all he has said.

I guess what I should do is to etch his words deep enough in my head so it serves to remind me to improve, or I might end up going backwards.

Now that you have read this reflection of mine, you would understand the meaning of my previous post.
-

On a brighter side, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANSHI! :D

Making sense?

2009-02-26T19:58:00.004+08:00

I have never liked setting targets because they are far too stressful for me to keep to. This might sound cliched but don't you think that having a target gives us more fear than motivation? We fear that we could never meet it, fear that achievements would elude the customary targets we set, fear to know that we were once too naive to overestimate everything...
-

Just one thing to share today:
Mr Ow: Why do I see pieces of litter on the floor?? Who is going you sweep the floor after school?
Jia Yi: YOU.
Mr Ow: !

HAHAHAHAHA! :D

Should be strong, moving on.

2009-02-25T19:17:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

E Math Matrices test was fine although I was initially stuck at one particular question. I get amazed by my good memory when I solved the A Math Matrix! Haha. Another 2 periods of Math spent on doing vectors, damn cheem T.T

Physics SPA Trial, I thought I screwed it because I did my graph in a landscape manner and it looked weird -.- But then, my gradient was totally equal to the focal length I measured, so cool!

Recess, had noodles. Wai Yi cut queue damn pro wor! (Tsk tsk xD) I seriously don't know wth is wrong with the stallholder... Argh!!!

Next was SS, cannot stand Mdm Yong. Check check check everything also check zzzzzzzzz.

PCCG Ms Wong talked about the cut-offs for JCs and Polys and the basic requirement. Gosh I feel so aimless about where to go D: Principal came to talk about (the same old thing) and target setting! T.T

Went Pizza Hut with Wanqin and had a gooood talk :D Talked about the ugly things that people do, ugly words that people say, hmmm :] Seen it through, clear.

Went home and read through A Math but.....

“你会就是会，不会就是不会。” Best thing MrYKH said, makes sense isn't it?

So all to luck for A Math :D

Just a little too not over you,

2009-02-24T18:21:00.007+08:00

My phone can't zoom in hence the tiny-sized celebs, but no doubt we saw them okay! (Meixuan and Jiayi don't jealoussss! ^^v) (I FEEL VERY EVIL HAHAHAHA)

Haven't been posting much lately because there were too many stuff to do and study. You know, teachers never get tired of setting tests for us. There were like more than 5 tests this week! Not like there's no test tomorrow, but I'm too lazy to revise for Matrices. & by the way the dates for O Level are out! (STRESS X100) T.T

Bye and I'm very happy I don't know why hahahaha.

Tied together with a smile.

2009-02-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hi :D

Tuition today from 12pm to 3pm and then went to have lunch at Suki Sushi with Mum. Headed to Hub and walked around......... Went home at about 6pm and had dinner at 10pm, McDonald's! Watched 爱就宅一起 and it's super cute and niceeee! Haha...

Okay I should stop writing cause this whole post is like, lacking life -.-

Study study study tomorrow!
Bye.

Take the road less travelled by,

2009-02-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

I'm dead beat.

Went to Woodlands Causeway Point with Wanqin to chase her big time idol Jiro and after all the walking and tiptoeing and (her) excitement in the deafening screams, I'm glad to be back home (:

Been real long since I got myself immersed in such crazy atmosphere in the crowd, cool. The thing is that we waited for so long and in the end we only to see them just VAGUELY -.- Totally whatthehelllllzzz, but never mind hehe!

Ate at only 9pm at Burger King and I so missed the Onion Rings! :D

Trained to Bishan and bus-ed back home, dozed off :O

Tuition tomorrow (sucks).

Didn't read between the lines,

2009-02-19T18:22:00.007+08:00

My prediction was so true- there wasn't PE today! Went to the library to slack and the maggie teacher was very arrogant! When I handed over the class diary for her to sign with a pen, she insisted on digging her bag for her own pen and it's not like the first time! -rolleyes-

Chemistry practical was not much of a problem, not much heating and stuff (I LIKEEEE!) and it was the first time I finished the whole thing before the bell rang :D

Sometimes when you see the long queues at the food stalls, your hunger just assuage without any remedy :O

Went back to class and the cute hamster of Sinyi's was a terrible trauma for Wanqin, ROFL!!

"You got touch the hamster?!?!!! You don't touch me go and wash your handsssss!!!!" and Meixuan being a mean one did what she deserved to: WIPE HER HANDS ON WANQIN hahahaha!

Started on trigo differentiation and it's still manageable at the moment. Laughed so hard when MrsFoo handed over the somewhat "Letter of Appointment" to Albert (in a super formal way like a ceremony) and Mark took 3 photos in all ROFL.

"If you hand in the work that you didn't do, do you expect me to mark my own printing???" HAHAHAHA MR OW IS BEST IN HIS JOKES EVEN WHEN HE'S UNINTENTIONAL. (you know what!)

Just realised I typed so much, haha!

The very first scar,

2009-02-18T19:25:00.002+08:00

I have come to realise that there is basically nothing much to post about school because like what we all know- it's just plain boring.

Like nothing could get any worse than having a flu and unstoppable coughing -.-

I only remember I seriously drop dead on the table and fell asleep during the last few minutes of the Physics sup.

Till here, I don't feel like typing anymore because the letters 's' and 'w' on my keyboard are not functioning properly, it's like cocked up.

"I only remember I eriouly drop dead on the table and fell aleep during the lat fe minute of the Phyic up." -That is what's gonna happen if I don't press the letters hard enough.

I need a normal and working keyboard.

Vulnerable.

2009-02-16T14:29:00.003+08:00

Apparently my keyboard was on strike yesterday, now it's working again, crazy.

At first I was stuck in a dilemma whether to go to school or not because there are 2 tests today. I swear my resistance was too weak for me to slog to school and I felt so terrible, hence I chose to give it a miss.

4 courses of medicine + 1 MC = 25 bucks (I swear the medicines are super effective!)

Quite glad to hear that Chem test today was postponed to next Monday, so good that I need to take only 1 test when I get back to school.

Bye and I will be back tomorrow I know you miss the chairman hahahahaha!

2009-02-15T18:40:00.001+08:00

Breaking down and coming undone.

2009-02-13T20:36:00.006+08:00

Halfway while doing my Math homework I was brought away by lethargy into my dreamland... When I woke up it was already five and those works and I wanted to do supposedly were still undone, haha!

Eating too much sweets and chocolates is bad for health but I have gotta indulge myself with these for at least today... Haha even though too much sweet stuff numbs my taste bud but Imma eat everything that I got today asap before they melt!

:D

Lastly, a photo of sweet Strawberries for you all (:

And days drag on,

2009-02-11T17:09:00.005+08:00

We dwell on those yesterdays, we dream about the tomorrows,

but we never know how to embrace today, now.
-

Was in my semi-conscious mode during assembly today. Thanks to the direct consumption of sugar (sweets) from Brenda, at least I didn't knock out totally :D

Felt so cheated when Mdm Yong told us that we only get to drink sweet potato soup for recess during the morning assembly. Damn it the school's so vicious to tell us about this only today.

Amanda must have saved a lot of people who were starving during recess. Her aunt cooked beehoon and it's like buffet-sized! Haha!

Irremediable.

2009-02-10T21:31:00.005+08:00

Misery is often the result of too much reliance.

Flashback to then.

2009-02-08T00:39:00.005+08:00

Hi everybody I guess it's time that my posts should not sound so sentimental already, at least not like consecutively LOL.

It was quite a historical moment during tuition today that I was actually taking a break and EATING!!! Hahahaha so rare of me doing this because I'm the work-very-hard-till-I-finish-everything kind of person... LOL, okay to be frank, that was just another self-complimentary statement hah!

Blackjack again just now, I earned $1.10 wahahahaha and something struck my uncle that made him gave each of us 5 bucks after winning big LOL. Well anyway I learnt something today: DON'T EVER ASK FOR ADVICE!!! WTH I swear there were more than 5 times that I could have gotten a 21 if I didn't heed advice from the others! Was feeling damn DL hahahaha sorry for the crudity!

I have started to think of what to do after O level's already which is kinda absurd but, :D hehe!

Lost.

2009-02-06T15:15:00.005+08:00

I hate going to the Airport, it triggers my emotions.

Even though separation has drifted us apart, but as far as I know, she was the one who brought all the colours to my childhood.

I could only remember faintly the times we spent in the past, just bits and pieces of vivid recollection here and there, but one thing that I am absolutely clear of is that I was happy, then.

Running back in time to track back those vague memories that I once had, but the harder I try to run, the more apparent it seems that I'm stationary, stuck at the same spot, not moving at all.

It's when you look into your heart that you know some thoughts that came across your mind is not what you truly want.

It's wholly depressing when you don't have the right, or the chance to even be nostalgic, because you have forgotten everything. That is when you realise you are lost, just like I do.
-

A penny for your thoughts.

Want to escape.

2009-02-03T18:47:00.005+08:00

} Whole chunk deleted.

I guess I know what to do now. Knowing how to deal with problems that are tormenting made me feel a lot better, tremendously! :D

WTF.

2009-02-02T19:32:00.004+08:00

Seriously life sucks to the core, everything is like shit. I don't know why some idiotic retards just don't know their limits. Sorry but fuck I'm damn pissed. It's quite rare that I would get that pissed off like today (perpetually cursing and swearing), so now you know how furious I am. Thanks for triggering the anger in me, asshole.

Sorry if I sound rather crude but seriously everything is not right, I'm living in some kind of fear now and I really need someone to turn to, but I just can't think of anyone who would not react in a frivolous manner. There is, but just not here with me right now.

It's like a myriad of unfortunate events occurring continuously in my life. Oh and I failed my Chemistry test by half a mark, wasn't quite depressing now because failure is the stepping stone to success. Physics test tomorrow and so near to doom, E Math test marks gonna be out tomorrow as well so yeah, everything is like crap.

I want to get over with this soon.

Need you like a heartbeat,

2009-02-01T03:38:00.006+08:00

Look at the timing, morning people!

Well well well the reason for me being online at this time is because I am currently still doing my Chinese homework which is taking me plenty of time. & the reason for me blogging now is no other reason but just digressing so yeah, I somehow managed to stay awake despite being extremely tired just now. So it's like, the whole period of sleepiness-time is over and I'm now wide awake :O

I'm gonna do my last question before I go to bed. Bye! :D Oh and happy February!

(HAHA I JUST HAD MY BREAKFAST)

It rains when you're gone,

2009-01-30T18:39:00.005+08:00

Friday! Like finally...

School was quite good. Today was in fact the first day in school that rained in the morning! (How observant I have been) :D

In case you're wondering how disgusting the injury on my foot is, here are some shots of it: (pardon the quality cause it's taken by phone)

Day 2:
Day 3:

Sucks so badly that today I did not dare to even tear the plaster to take a look today ): It's definitely not superficial D:

Anyway my phone is apparently having some kind of illness which I have no idea what. Damn, it's not even a year and it has been giving me so much problems.

Chinese lesson today was so embarrassing!! I didn't know what has caused me to make such a retarded expression and Jiayi saw it (& was laughing horrendously) !!! I came to be conscious about it only when I opened my eyes. (Jiayi you better forget what you saw!)

MOS with Wanqin after school and after that when we wanted to take the escalator, Wanqin almost took the wrong one! (The one that's approaching us) HAHAHAHA!

I totally fell asleep on the bus when I was going home and you know what? I actually woke up right before my bus reached the bus stop I was supposed to alight. See I'm such a pro I can't even deny it XD

Sucks there's tuition tomorrow.

Deep inside.

2009-01-29T19:16:00.004+08:00

I was so sleepy this morning, I wished my bus had never reached the interchange, LOL.

PE today and now my knee caps are still red, all thanks to the push-ups )x The injury on my foot is the excuse for my slow running pace today, but at least it wasn't as tiring as before (because I only ran 4 rounds hehe shh!).

I absolutely have no idea why my white blood cells are not functioning, the cut on my foot is getting worse omgwtf... It's looks damn disgusting.. Whenever it comes into contact with water, it's like you can never assuage the pain. Wonder when is it going to heal... -__-

There is SS test tomorrow :S I hope she will postpone hahaha.

I think the teachers are crazy, it's like the whole of next week is bombarded with infinite amount of tests... It's always like that, either one whole week no tests or all tests cramp into one week. Gonna be a damn stressful week ahead but I still hope I can have the time for Mahjong this weekend ^^v

Back to school D:

2009-01-28T19:13:00.003+08:00

I totally had no recollection about turning off my alarm this morning man, thank god I heard my Mum's alarm instead :|

Needless to say school was a big bore. I had to slog to school with my legs limping T.T The cut still hasn't recover omg.... D:

Just something to brighten things a little:

Jocelyn . (: says:
what u doing ?
- ebel says:
talking to a retard
Jocelyn . (: says:
oh really !
- ebel says:
yeah!
- ebel says:
one and only
Jocelyn . (: says:
wow cool !
Jocelyn . (: says:
who's that "lucky" person uh ?
- ebel says:
who do you think im chatting with
- ebel says:
YOWWWW
- ebel says:
ZIII
- ebel says:
HUII
Jocelyn . (: says:
wah
Jocelyn . (: says:
the name so nice !
Jocelyn . (: says:
how can she be a retard !
Jocelyn . (: says:
i heard that she's very wise u know!
- ebel says:
heard from who?
Jocelyn . (: says:
heard from. jocelyn's twin sister .
Jocelyn . (: says:
jocelyn junior and jocelyn senior :D
- ebel says:
then why you believe that equally retarded twin sister
- ebel says:
LOL!!!
Jocelyn . (: says:
LOL !
Jocelyn . (: says:
fine la win liao la u !
-

Retarded, LOL.

There for a reason.

2009-01-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

HURT.
(Both physically and mentally)

Physically is because of my new black shoes for the formation of cute blisters on my feet (plus skin peeling off OMG horrible!!) thus causing the latter D: Every new shoes I wear will cause the same problem so I guess it's an inevitable cycle. I HATE NEW SHOES.

Anyway I went to Wanqin's grandmother's house today. I won $1.50 in Blackjack :D:D:D We met Huimin for awhile just now hehe!

I had lunch there and Wanqin spilled coke into the dishes -_- Then she got a bit paranoid, she said the dish tasted sweeter!! ROFL.

I saw Elsa last night and indeed she looked alien-like, or actually just not-so-Singaporean. She had to have her blonde hair and tattoos covered up in case my grandfather screams at her haha! &&& her deep dark eye shadows are horrendous! :O

Ah shit I don't wanna go to school tomorrow! Let's just say if half the class is absent does it mean that we don't have to do anything tomorrow? :) (Half the class please pon! *prays*)

Can't switch the New Year mood over T.T

Happy Lunar Niu Year.

2009-01-27T11:36:00.003+08:00

I swear I had the worst New Year ever.

(Minus the reunion dinner and the blackjack)

Even though I felt very irritated but I tried not to feel like this very very very much you know never mind I know you don't.

I lost $0.40 in the Blackjack game last night. My cousin pwned, he lost 5 bucks! :O We didn't have time to play Mahjong so my uncle suggested that we play it this weekend then.

It's like so GDI there's school tomorrow already and I bet none of us would have the mood to go back and study right? Like what I said, they should give us holiday on the eve, chu yi, chu er and one more extra day for somewhat the end-of-new-year-ceremony!

Never mind ><

:D

2009-01-25T01:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NIU YEAR EVE!

Apparently I'm switched to my nocturnal mode again and I'm still not in bed yet, whoo!

Just now was so stupid, I was wishing a Happy new year eve when it has only past 11pm, I thought it was 12am already! :S Jet lag, but seriously I thought I saw the time on my screen past 12? Have I turned blind or have I gone mad for that moment? Or was I hallucinating? LOL hmm...

My aunt was making agar agar and it's not bad :)

Today was like doing nothing productive most of the time, super glad that there's no tuition today! :D

There won't be steamboat tonight (which is later) BUT there's gonna be Teppanyaki! I love to cook meat myself hahaha! I'm also gonna see my cousin who just came back from Melbourne. Heard that she looked like an alien now cause her hair is now golden LOL.

Bye and Happy Lunar New Year everyone! :)

Taking every moment from now as the last,

2009-01-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

CNY celebration today, it was totally hilarious.

Seoul Garden at Ngee Ann City after school, with Wanqin, Jocelyn, Huimin, Amanda, Jingzhi, Kaifeng, Calvin, Ryan, Chisun and Nic Gay.

We somehow took too much food and there was a time limit so we ended up gobbling up the food at the end because we fear that we'd have to pay if we waste food! LOL. I love the chicken there (not because Jocelyn was the one who cooked it =P).

We were playing some game after we ate and it was damn funny!
Ryan: If Amanda is open and Jocelyn is close, what is the light?
Calvin: The light is on! LOL.

Very interesting day but I seriously do not have the effort to type everything out here.

P/S: There is no tuition tomorrow! ^_^v

Befuddled with a million questions......

2009-01-22T19:22:00.002+08:00

SEOUL GARDEN TOMORROW ;D

Changing?

2009-01-21T18:45:00.004+08:00

School has been quite good, everything is back to normal, I'm also getting back the momentum, hmm... :)

E Math test today was quite terrible. I can say that I only know 2/3 of the paper. (There were only 3 questions -_-)

Chem SPA trial after school as well, I think I'm going get marked down because of......... (elaborates). Sigh sigh sigh calculations also got absurd answers SIGH D: I have no idea why but I was so anxious about it that my hands kept trembling, it's only a trial!! :O Apparently I'm not the only one with this problem, 2 other people broke their apparatus :O

There's still Volumetric Analysis test tomorrow sigh... Mole concept is not very much of a problem but it's the application that I'm afraid of, I can't visualize!

I'm looking forward to getting a break this Lunar New Year! However the thing is that, how much fun can occur within 2 days of school holidays?! ):

OMG SOMEBODY IS SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES WTHHHH.

2009-01-18T18:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday:
Went NYJC to collect my cheque, then headed to J8 with Mum to buy stuff. Bought a pair of black shoes and tights. Dinner at cousins' place.

Today:
Tuition from 10am to 12pm. Shop at AMK hub, home at 2.30pm. SS not completed.

Very abrupt, but I'm rushing for dinner, bye!

Flawed.

2009-01-16T20:58:00.006+08:00

Photos during the Sec One CCA Fair,

Joce was trying to avoid but still got captured afterall! :D (I'm too skillful can't blame LOL)

I was in a state of shock when she enthusiastically suggested to take a photo with me :O

OMG nice right! Thanks to the sun for the fake rainbow. F.Y.I, the word on my hand is 'Cullen', you know, EDWARD CULLEN that CULLEN! :D Jocelyn was too noob she pronounced that as 'Kao-lin' or somewhat near that stretch -.- All Twilight fans go bash her please XD

After school Toh Xinyi and I went for lunch and walked around J8 for 2.5hrs, crazy! Went back to school for the CCA Fair and our Library booth was like... LOL never mind.

Mr Azlan very funny wor, he kept suaning Toh Xinyi about (elaborates) until Xinyi was so embarrassed! Even when Xinyi went home already he still kept gossiping hahahah!

Went for dinner with some of the people (too lazy to name all) at S11. I couldn't finish my food omg... LOL the whole dinner was filled with disgusting topics.. Some were totally gross but not a factor that affected my appetite lah.

Went home at about 7pm and totally tired. My whole body aches like nothing on earth... Going to NYJC tomorrow, :D

Ache!

2009-01-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

It was so far the worse PE lesson I had: Running 5 rounds around the track, 20 push-ups, 25 sit-ups and sprinting. Look how strenuous it was, totally horrifying for someone like yours truly who has got no stamina. The last time I ran was like months ago and now my muscles are aching so badly. Anyway I ought to be thankful because the Sec 3 this year suffered the same fate as us which is like HENG AH we're a year older.

Nothing can be any more cheapskate than our 'Happy Hamper'. Seriously, it looked like some crap compared to other classes', some of theirs is like..... drop jaws :O

AHHHH my thigh is aching aching aching!!

Part and parcel.

2009-01-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

(Kar yin I hope you can see yourself here :D)

Bishan Home for CIP today. It was rather interesting, enjoyed myself pretty much :) One of the elderly was writing some kind of 'code' that consists of numbers and it's like '0 1 2 1 0 0 2 2 1' and such for a whole 2 pages of a piece of paper. Was trying very hard to decipher but couldn't crack the code LOL.

Classic: Jocelyn was sabotaged to solo the dance on stage! LOL!!!
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Karyin we're going to be twins already, Miss Wong told me that it was necessary for me to pin up my hair cause it's touching my eyebrowns! :@

Omg I seriously think that 1/4 of the things on my mind is about 'O' Levels D: Can't stop being anxious about it but why am I not doing anything??? Argh so afraid of my English T.T Guess I should start reading articles :S

Brilliant, there's PE tomorrow! Chem is most dreaded D:

Hung in mid-air, heading nowhere.

2009-01-13T18:34:00.003+08:00

I always forget what I want to blog about -.- I shall post whatever that comes to my mind now okay.

First, I am so hungry! Yesterday I didn't have lunch and I wasn't hungry till dinner time but I had lunch just now you know.. Omg, really have no idea why, this is so strange.

Second, my phone is like keesiao already and the main unforgivable thing is that I only own it for less than a year! To think about it, phones are getting more prone to diseases over the years, don't you think so?

Third, there is no good explanation for why my stapler hasn't been working since school reopened (or even before that). There is apparently nothing wrong with it but it just can't work. D:

I feel that Mr YKH is getting more and more humorous already LOL. Anyway, it was quite a useful 'nag' from him today and I really hope to get an A1 for Chinese. Not even an A2 because it's like nowhere here nor there -.- I did imagined ALL A1 for 'O' Levels when he mentioned to get 6As and it was surrealistically funny LOLLL. Don't say I have too high expectations, it's pure daydreaming, everyone has the right to daydream don't they LOL! :D

CIP tomorrow at Bishan Home.

I am going to faint I need food OMG.

The Big Day.

2009-01-12T18:03:00.003+08:00

'O' Level results are out today.

We were outside the hall this afternoon waiting for the release of results together with the candidates who were inside. It was quite a shiver down the spine for them. I must totally agree that the whole hall was filled with all sorts of emotions. From cheering with two hands up to breaking down into tears, it was a rather sentimental scene.

The whole scenario I recall now was somewhat like the release of PSLE results which I experienced four years ago. I remembered vividly that my results were a blast of shit but as an immature child then, it wasn't very too depressing for me (which Idk why?!). Now that it's our turn for 'O' Levels, I didn't dare to think what will it be like when it's our turn to sit in suspense in the hall awaiting for the scariest part...

I do admit that I am really afraid. Life don't always come with infinite amount of chances. I've got it once and I don't think it can happen again. Damn I am complicating my mind again and that's equivalent to breaking my New Year Resolution written in my English assignment.

Because I fear, so I will start my hardcore mugging tomorrow. Wish me luck in mugging it with great determination tyvm :)

P/s: Damn it my posts are getting so wordy I need photos to spice it up :/

Used to shine so bright.

2009-01-11T17:12:00.009+08:00

CLICK HERE for details on Huimin's birthday celebration on 9/1 :)

Somehow managed to finish my homework already and it's gonna be another start of a whole new week tomorrow. Looking forward to weekends, sounds stupid LOL but I know the post-holiday blues are slowly fading already :D

When I met you on the outskirts of town,

2009-01-08T19:25:00.004+08:00

Though it's arduous, but I realised there's no point dwelling onto redundant issues that will seem unimportant and superficial in a couple of years' time :)

That was just digression. Main point is, we went to Temasek Poly's open house today. It was somehow too messy to actually tour around the school, too crowded. However the performance and intro for Business course is damn damn hilarious LOLLL.

Oh yeah we went to a shop there that sells clothes, shoes, shades and stuff and all of us were actually looking at the things instead of understanding what the students learn about hahaha! None of us were in the mood to get interested with what they're trying to explain, our eyes were stuck at the stocks hahahaha. Cannot blame lah... GIRLS WHAT LOL.

Our school was so dumb to send us there and then leave us there to go home by ourselves -.- I took about an hour to reach home T.T But I must say that I'm very lucky to see bus 22 because I can save quite some time as it stops right opposite my house hehe ;)

Oh ya this morning was so funny.
Me: Our class motto is what ah?
Linda: Dunno.. The cream of the crops ah.
Meixuan: Huh cream of the c*ck?!
Linda & I: LOL!!!!

Then after a while,
Meixuan: Eh I think this year I grow taller than you alrd.
Me: !!! :O you talking c*ck ah...
Meixuan: Yeah talking the cream of the c*ck.

Okay sounds very wrong :S

I love this man it's Friday tomorrow, finally a break yay.

All there's left to do is run,

2009-01-07T17:52:00.004+08:00

Feeling rather sentimental these days. I can feel the pressure everywhere. 'O' level's-- the two words that every teacher is drilling into our brains.

At times I really wish there is someone for me to turn to. Not that there isn't, but it's just that no one will understand the circumstances I'm actually in, so I'd rather keep them inside. My feelings can only be comprehended by myself, sometimes not even so. I want to get over with everything asap, or at least get used to.

New Year Resolutions? Not this time around. Not cracking my brains for them anymore because I'm sick of not being able to fulfill them at the end of each year. Unless it's for assignments then I'll do so but I think it's a waste of time after all (for me that is).

A Math test is screwed, though it's Post-holiday test (i.e. higher percentage), but I'm feeling numb already. Don't want to get myself any more lethargic, it's enough already :)

There's no more interesting TV shows to watch already after The Little Nyonya ended. Ending was like crap man so abrupt and the old Yueniang speak so freaking slow -.-

Bye.

There's nothing left to beg for.

2009-01-05T18:06:00.004+08:00

So it's a start of another new year and school has just begun. Seems like I just couldn't adapt to the changes now, it's been 2 days in school and everything around seemed so surreal.

There's this homeroom system this year, though it sucked, but at least the school is compensating us by letting us off earlier now.

Even to my utmost unwillingness of being the class chairman, I still had to take on the role like omgdwtfbh, just for the sake of the end of year's testimonial. Just because of that piece of shit, I will endure.... (butstillverydamnit)

Everything is different, some of the teachers were no longer teaching us now. Lessons were just boring and nothing else. No anticipation, nothing.

It may be a bit contradicting. I hope O level's and this whole stressful year would pass fast but on the other hand, I do not want to graduate (not like I wanna go 5N duh). I really don't know what I'm thinking :/

Maybe I should start being focused and concentrate on my Chinese first. If no A1 for Chinese I'm gonna retake. There's E Math test tomorrow, I merely flipped the pages through and test on my memory I guess.

Guess everything's just reoccurring.

Mentally torturing.

2008-12-30T08:12:00.003+08:00

As tagged from Jocelyn Yowwww:

1. Are you friendly?
Maybe, maybe not ;)

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Mostly not, Idk.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yes but that is w/o homework and stuff :)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Wow I must be dreaming LOL.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Hmmm...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both would be good :)

7. List out any of your most favourite artist.
There's quite a few.

8. What is your favourite food?
SEAFOOD! :D

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Definitely but I forgotten what.

10. What makes you angry?
Deprivation :@

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I'll know the answer in 10 years' time.

12. What are you thinking of now?
Thinking that my life is so messed up :O

13. What are the most important things in life?
Too much to list.

14. Single or attached?
Single.

15. What are your favourite colours?
Black white gray.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Varies under different circumstances.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Theoretically the latter? I don't know lol!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
I forgive but I don't forget :P

19.What do you really want now?
I want school to start next month can???

20. Five people that I've tagged.
Anyone.

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I guess I have to go MIA for a couple of days. A slam of unfortunate events happening around me that's enough to break me down. I have never expected a year would end like this, kcuf.

P/s: I have not studied Chinese!!! :@

When you can live forever, what do you live for?

2008-12-28T17:01:00.003+08:00

Twilight-- totally amazing, Edward is so cool hehehe <3

Went Chinatown yesterday and shop awhile at OG before heading to Yum Cha Restaurant. The food there is nice but I so regretted getting the Sharks' Fin Soup cause it cost 10 bucks OMG......

Bought a black dress and I want to wear it during lunar new year but omg it's BLACK... Those superstitious adults will kill me D:

Went to Orchard Shaw Cinema so that I can use my free movie tickets :D Twilight is so amazing I wanna buy the book already. Totally left me in awe (L)

Today is the 28th, so it's 4 more days to enjoy before school reopens. Damn it.

I need to do something now bye.

Telepathy :)

2008-12-26T21:44:00.006+08:00

Chatting with Karyin right now and it's damn cool and hilarious..

car in time to grow up says:
what you doing?
- ebel - says:
watching nyonya
car in time to grow up says:
HI 5
- ebel - says:
haha!
car in time to grow up says:
*PIAK*
- ebel - says:
*PIAK BACK*

and then...

- ebel - says:
stupid zhenzhu
car in time to grow up says:
yeah lor
car in time to grow up says:
idiot
- ebel - says:
bitch
car in time to grow up says:
beach
car in time to grow up says:
LOL
car in time to grow up says:
*PIAK*
- ebel - says:
hi 5
- ebel - says:
*piak back*

and then a few minutes later..

car in time to grow up says:
stupid charlie zhang
- ebel - says:
stpid CHARLI
- ebel - says:
OMG
car in time to grow up says:
LOL
car in time to grow up says:
HI 5
- ebel - says:
I WANNA TYPE THE SAME THING
- ebel - says:
*PIAK*
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ROFLMAO :D Great minds think alike eh? LOL.

Anyway, Happy Boxing Day! Will be out tomorrow with Mum. Now I don't know if I should watch Twilight or Australia :/

Wish you a,

2008-12-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!

... yet it is a boring one. I have forgotten how my past Christmases were like. Perhaps it's the over anticipation that made it exceptionally mundane this year, I don't know :/

The thought of waking up at 5am and a tower of homework waiting for me to do, it totally made me dread school. It's less than a week to 2009, may it be a good year :)

Anyway, I can't wait for Saturday. Firstly there's no tuition (like so very rare) and Mum's gonna bring me out for movie maybe Twilight (hehe :D) and then hopefully shopping :D I have so many things in mind that I want to buy. Clothes, shoes etc.

It's a few minutes time to Boxing Day hehe :D

When unexpected things turn beautiful,

2008-12-24T22:40:00.018+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KARYIN :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE :D

Karyin's birthday celebration yesterday hehe. We went all the way to school to fetch her, then had lunch at Pizza Hut and the surprise cake :D (I bet she must be totally touched LOL)

We needed forks for our cake and guess what...

Meixuan: *raises hand* Excuse me..
Waitress: Ya?
Meixuan: Fork please.
Us: LOLOLOL.

I like this photo :)

A scary photo :O Just a cake in front of a mirror but it just turned out scary :O

Karyin suggested that we can go to her house so Wanqin and I finally agreed after letting her wait for 3 years (LOL) since it was her birthday hehe.

On the train so many funny things happened:

Meixuan: You know Kallang called jia1 leng3...
Me: LOL! Really meh.. Add cold ah HAHAHA!
Meixuan: Really!!!
Me: Singapore too hot then must go Kallang (too hot then must add cold LOL)

Then...

Me: (Trying to read Aljunid in Chinese) Ah1 su3 ni2 (it was supposed to be ah1 yu4 ni2)
Wanqin: Ah1 su3 ni2 =.= I ken3 de2 ji1 leh......
Me: LMAO.

(Okay it's so lame now but yesterday it was hilarious)

This is so cool right, you see all of us :D

KY is so cute LOLLL.

KARYIN BA3 MEI1 ROFL!!

Toh Xin Yi shoot our legs till damn fatttt :(

I stand until damn OMG. (I wasn't on purpose LOL)

Karyin's house is totally like a hotel/resort!!! Omg I want to stay there manz!!!!

We went to the balcony and I didn't dare to go up to the roof T.T

This photo is damn nice right. Thanks to yours truly the photographer :D

Bowling there = CHEAP!! $1 per hour manz :D However after a few rounds we started to digress and take photos, send photos and chit chat LOL ;D

Karyin and her brother is damn humorous! When her bro gave her present...

Meixuan: Your bro not bad to you what still give you present sia..
Karyin: No lor is I asked him to buy one!
Us: LOL!
Karyin: I still gave him 20 bucks.
Us: ROFLMAO!!

Presenting the newest, trendiest PSP LOL!!! :
And omg look at Karyin! I just noticed.. LOL.

Okay it's actually a decor -.-

(L)

P/s: I wanna go her house again! :D

Make it out of this mess,

2008-12-22T23:33:00.005+08:00

Yesterday @ Marina Square & Bishan playground:

We had lunch at Pasta de WARAKU yesterday and it was awesome.

I looked damn fat wtf.

YOU SEE PRAWNS? YOU SEE SCALLOPS?! (L)

(Forgot to rotate, turn your head :D)

More photos in the next post cause Blogger is very slow today.
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I played Geo Challenge for the whole evening, trying to break 20000 in score, failed T.T

Little Nyonya always made me want to curse and swear at those SBAHWEH (try guessing).

I have been waking up so late these days damn I'm gonna die when school reopens ):
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This is not a place for you to track my daily activities you this superficial retard.

Life is about looking back and regrets?

2008-12-21T01:41:00.002+08:00

Today seemed really long...

It has become a habit that I'm actually here at such 'early' hours. Like recently, I couldn't get to my dreamland even by trying to sleep at 2am plus. No 3am = No sleep. (Sorry I know it's broken English but I hope you can comprehend)

I went for tuition today and received my first (and earliest) Christmas present, from Elizabeth :D :D She got me a super long pencil case (about 1.5 of my face in length) from Australia! Hehe I've longed to change my pencil case, thank you!!! :D

Tuition-- 3 questions for 3 hours (!!) Not like it's 1 question an hour but just... staring blankly for most of the time hehe.

Went to my grandparent's place and helped with some stuff and make the tang yuan for tomorrow! :D Mum was somehow pissed with my grandparents, maybe it's just her luck.

(The following may sound a bit sentimental)
My great-grandmother has been admitted to the hospital and I went to visit her just now at about 10pm. It's definitely sad to see a 95 year old lying there, repeating that she wants to go home so that she can celebrate New Year with us. Though I have very vague memories of her, but I know very well that she is stronger than anyone else, despite her age. What actually bothers me is my grandmother. The way she treats my G-grandmother in public and at home is totally 2 different attitude. What we call, hypocrite. .............................(Elaborates)

Okay dokey I need to get some sleep soon cause I needa wake up quite early tomorrow to go out with Joslyn and Wanqin :D BYE!