There's nothing left to beg for.
Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 6:06 PM

So it's a start of another new year and school has just begun. Seems like I just couldn't adapt to the changes now, it's been 2 days in school and everything around seemed so surreal.

There's this homeroom system this year, though it sucked, but at least the school is compensating us by letting us off earlier now.

Even to my utmost unwillingness of being the class chairman, I still had to take on the role like omgdwtfbh, just for the sake of the end of year's testimonial. Just because of that piece of shit, I will endure.... (butstillverydamnit)

Everything is different, some of the teachers were no longer teaching us now. Lessons were just boring and nothing else. No anticipation, nothing.

It may be a bit contradicting. I hope O level's and this whole stressful year would pass fast but on the other hand, I do not want to graduate (not like I wanna go 5N duh). I really don't know what I'm thinking :/

Maybe I should start being focused and concentrate on my Chinese first. If no A1 for Chinese I'm gonna retake. There's E Math test tomorrow, I merely flipped the pages through and test on my memory I guess.

Guess everything's just reoccurring.