It's gonna happen.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 @ 4:11 PM

I finished my informal letter already :D 1 more to go, tomorrow. I was at first trying to just get things started by starting on my written assignments like A Math Paper last night and I accidentally finished it :P To think about it, really unexpected.

I cannot believe I actually broke down last night. All of a sudden while doing my A Math Paper I thought of O's and had a premonition that maybe... (completes sentence). Imagined myself sitting in the hall with a whole lot of questions in front of me, yet clueless about the answers. I really cannot afford the consequences IF that really happens. I guess it's coming too fast.

Maybe, it's the pressure from the people around me.

Maybe, I just wasn't prepared.

Maybe, one day I will suffer from a terrible depression.

Maybe, I just need someone to listen.

Maybe, I'm thinking too much. (?)

Blogger is the best and only thing who knows me, cause I guess I could better express myself in words than to tell even someone who's close to me.

I really, really wanna quit tuition D:

P/s: Save your words if you wanna tell me not to emo cause I know I'm not.
P/s/s: I desperately wanna hang out.
P/s/s/s: Can't wait for Christmas :D